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August 31, 2008


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kari breed

amen sis. just got back from a trip of our own tonight and visited your site. LOVE the slideshow. thanks for posting. hugs...


If you ever have any doubt about this, know that even during this storm, God is using you. He is speaking through you to the many people who read this blog, to your sisters, to your friends, to your own heart. In the midst of this grief you are ministering to others. You are being so transparent, that you are making it possible for others to share their hurt. You know I don't think any of us want to be "fixed" as much as we want to be heard and seen. Well, friend, I see you and I hear your heart. I pray that you hold on to Jesus during this storm. For He is holding you and you are His. I don't say this lighthearted as some band-aid I am offering, but I truly see it. when you pen your words to us all, I can let my heart picture you sitting at the computer, listening to this beautiful music, and You and the Lord writing this great love story..You, Dan, Asher and The Lord. It is a true form of love that most people will never experience. In these sad days, I am rejoicing, for you are in the midst of this beautiful, rainy, loving season. You are truly loved. Even though I have never laid a physical eye on you, my spirit has seen yours. And I feel blessed to watch you.

Pam Freeth

Reading your words is like sliding back in time 4 years ago for me. I completely get how you feel. The blessing of being HELD by Christ makes everything so profound. I never realized how alive I felt until I accepted Christ and recognized Olivia as a gift from God. Sometimes it is hard to just rest when you FEEL all those emotions... Love, Loss, Duty, Faith, Thankfulness, Sorrow. I found that I clinged to the comfort I got when I shared Olivia with others and often I wore myself out and forgot to rest. Im glad you and Dan got to go to Charlotte are taking time for yourselves. You inspire us all with your words and your story. I know that part of it is healing for you too and your way of taking care of Asher. I started the Zellweger Baby Support Network so I could still take care of Olivia in my mothering mind. Truth is she is being cared for by the best caregiver. I needed it for me. Many people need it too. They get so much from your posts and We see God through this blessing/loss. You are on my mind so often. I pray that you rest daily in God's embrace.



i keep coming back to your blog - i know of you through a friend's blog. and i want you to know that i'm lifting you up in prayer. my heart hurts with you. i know that all you want is asher. that's what your heart will long for for a long time. ...and i celebrate with you when you are able to glimpse God's purpose in your grief. it's sweet to read your love for Jesus. for your hormones - it's so normal to have major ups and downs after pregnancy. so be patient with your emotions that come with hormonal changes and grief. allow yourself to feel the wave of emotions and then let them trickle out after you've felt them.


I am glad you and Dan got to get away. All of the feelings you are having are perfectly normal. I lost my little one at 11 weeks and have been going through the same thing. I desperately long for another baby but I know it wont replace the baby we lost. It is a very hard place to be. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers!

Michelle Meek

I just wanted to write a little note and let you know that you are in my constant thoughts. I pray for you as often as I think of you. The girls and I are in the process of packing up the house and heading down South....yes right in the middle of Hurricane else would I do it?
Anyway, I just wanted to send you a hug and a kiss and some heartfelt are truly beautiful in every way and I am happily anticipating the sunshine that will come for you following these dark and stormy times....I love you very much. Michelle

Praying for you tonight.

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